Just Living

Practice 3 days a week, lifting at least 2 days a week.

My life has become immersed in rugby, and I absolutely love it.  The only issue is what to do with my weekends.  Soon games will start and I will have 6 days a week occupied with rugby, but until then, weekends are a weird spot.  I can't really afford to do much, but I feel very much like a prisoner if I just stay in Ellensburg.  I hope this situation sorts itself out soon.

Completely unrelated, it is strange to be stared at.  When the boys on the squad and I go to get lunch after practice, people just blatantly stare.  Perhaps it is because we're a bunch of decent sized dudes in short shorts.  Perhaps it s because CWU rugby is a highly competitive team.  But I'm a low key person.  I don't like being stared at.  The other night I finished up practice and went to get a meal on my own, and someone blatantly says "Holy shit, look at that dude's thighs."  I think I about passed out from blushing so much.  I just want to be under the radar.  I want to be known as an absolute barbarian on the field and I want to not be noticed otherwise.

Way too much to ask for.