It is getting to that week. The week before competition is always the roughest for me. If I can just bust my ass and work harder than the guy next to me, I will typically do well in any competiton. De-load week isn't like that. This week I have to spend a few days sitting on my ass, monitoring my weight, and inevitably fretting over competition day in my head.
I made a flow chart of my bottom-side half-guard game earlier this evening. Filled the page. And still wasn't complete. Aaaand my bottom-half game kinda blows.
I'm going to spend the next couple days working bottom side-mount escapes and guard sweeps. Then I will be good.
I've been at this too godamned long and worked too hard to have no gold on my wall. This is MY competition, dammit.